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This is the face of a girl who has gonna through a lot. The face no one can see the pain through. This is, my face. I hied every day over stupid things you would never guess. But today, you are gppna learn about it. I’ve been suffering through depression. For as long as I can remember. Last year around march, my heart was broken by the one I loved and I thought loved me. It is only favor that he has his choice in what happens between us. But I also feel like I didn’t have a choice in what happened. K know if I could go back a year or so and change what happened to where we never broke up I would. Though I say to many people I’m Ok, I’m really not. Yes I suffer from depression. Yes I hate it. But yes, I will live to see another day and be grateful for it. I love my friends and family and I love the way they all treat me. Its only fair they know what I’m going through. I say my life sucks and I hate it 90% of the time but the things that make my life are right in front of me and I feel like I am too stupid to notice it. I just wish all my friends knew about this fight I am losing. I wish there was a way to tell them. But there is! Through this. I have to say my life is pretty good at the moment but its not the best. I have a screaming mother. A kind father. An ignorant brother. But all-in-all I love my family very much.